Saturday, September 28, 2013

Running Melissa's....


It’s like a whole new experience...
Racing alone....
After a season of running, with friends....
Seeing a smiling face around the next corner....
A warm hug and a word or two of encouragement to keep you going....
Or just some good old heart to hear girl chat as your whittle the miles away....
Yes...
It’s a whole new...
Yet familiar experience....
And after such a spoiled summer I realized there were so many things you forget....
You forget how it feels to pack the night before... no one to ask where the heck your going....
You forget that there is no real pre-race excitement....
Just you... your running shoes... and a half-way built plan of parking....
You forget what it’s like to dress in layers on a chilly morning....
Without much of a plan as to how you will shed and store them....
The feeling of being lost at the corrals....
Wandering aimlessly until its time to “line up”....
Praying no one realizes you are alone....
You forget what it’s like to have an unexpected hug at the start line....
The sting of tears that follow....
How nice it is to sit yourself next to a “pace bunny” and learn all you can about your new friend....
As you wind your way through the streets with 1000 other warm bodies....
All with the same goal.... just to finish....
You forget the pain in your legs....
The sound of your own feet on the pavement....
You forget all the little things that should weigh your down...and you start to focus on the finish line....
You forget the distance left... the miles past.... the fatigue setting in..... and you run....
And as you finish....
With the support and cheers of those who finished before you.....
Those waiting for loved ones...
You forget that you are alone....
And you look forward to the next moment....
The next race....
The next run.....
Where you can let loose.... and just forget....

Friday, September 27, 2013

Damn that Brendan Brazier....

It's 5 am....
The first thing on my mind  when I woke up was a cup of coffee...
I can taste it, smell it, I need it......
The second thing.....
Damn that Brendan Brazier.....

5 short months ago I read a book.....
Ok let me re-phrase that....
I read a book every night....
I'm a book nerd....
I'm the girl who celebrates a major office win by buying a new book....
I'm the girl who spends Friday night date night, curled up at home with my dog's and my new love interest of the week.... which ever author I'm reading at that moment....
I've shared bath time with the likes of Dean Karnazes, Rick Hansen, Rich Roll, John Maxwell.... and the list goes on and on and on....
Once every two weeks I treat myself to an inspirational running book....
I love this day... when I walk into the hallowed halls of my local Chapters... Lingering over the smell of books.... Spending hours selecting the right companion for my next literary adventure....
5 months ago....
THAT was what I did... it was an innocent purchase of a book I'd been dying to get my hands on....
"Eat and Run" by the most awesome Scott Jurek....
And this is the book that really got me thinking.....
I was training for my first 100 miler and wanted to learn from the Pro's the the deep dark secrets....
Instead....
I was inspired for a lifestyle change....
"Only for my training season" as I told everyone around me....
I went vegetarian....and then Vegan....
And you know what....
I felt AMAZING...
I trained long and hard days.... 6-7 days a week with little to no down time...
No inflammation....
Great energy....
Amazing muscular results....
Injury free... (for a runner plagued with IT Band issues this was HUGE!)
And a big old smile on my face....
And to top it off I lost 10 Lbs and watched my belly fat start to change..... 
The things I learned from Eat and Run inspired me to discover as much as I could about my own body.... and my training....
(Don't get me wrong.... this book is actually not a lecture from Scott on how to eat and why you should be a vegetarian....It's actually an Amazing book about his adventures... its a fun read... and would inspire anyone... runners and non-runners alike to live each day to the fullest....
The Diet part was my own take away....)
Fast Forward to Sept 6....
The weekend of my 100 miler....
Being a true version of myself....
I got to the taper part of my race any went nuts.... I mean.... If your gonna race 100 miles you need to carb load... and do it in advance....
Off came the gloves....
Mushroom pizza, Chips, Candy, Wine by the gallons..... More mushroom pizza...
Nachos.... Nib's... Cheese Sauce..... Ice Cream....More Wine.....
Not a fruit or veggie in sight.....
Although the race went well.... (Minus some major blisters and a DNF at 70K... but that is a whole other blog...).
There were some key notes I noticed almost instantly....
My typical energy was lagging....
My legs felt great, but I was not as light and elastic as I was during training....
It was easy at the time to blame it on the heat....
But if I were really honest.... I believe there was a direct impact by my food choices....
Let me explain a little further....
Post Race....
The gluttony continued for 2 weeks... I gained 4 lbs.....
And felt lethargic, irritable, I couldn't sleep......
My recovery time took longer than anticipated.... and here 3 weeks alter I'm still in recovery stage....
The girl who would bounce back... day after day of pounding, hill climbing, 6 hour adventures.... was now sitting in a hot tub of Epsom salt, thick in the legs... walking 5 mile runs....

If you read my previous post you'll see I started a 24 week plan.....
I had had enough....
No more "weekend warrior"....
This lifestyle change had to be permanent and I now had the proof I thought I needed...
So I started a 9 day cleanse....
Purifying my body for the gluttony and disrespect of the 100 miler binge....
And I felt Great....
I quit coffee again....
I gave up sugar....
And the cravings for both disappeared withing 2 days....
I was back on track...
Sleeping amazing....
My running was coming back....
I was clear headed....
Focused...
And excited.....

So why am I up at 5 am cursing Brendan Brazier.....
Well... yesterday was my first day off my cleanse....
And I lost focus....
Instead of my typically plant based supper, I indulged in home made trail mix left over from my ultra.... Full of amazing nuts.... and Reese's pieces... too which i added smarties.... and m&M's..... So basically I ate a bag of chocolate with a few nuts tossed in for supper,  a couple cookies.... and a glass of red wine to wash it down....
And As I tossed and turned...
And tossed and turned....into the wee hours of the morning....
My mind wandered to Brendan's book "Whole Foods to Thrive".
And how the stresses of the food we eat.... the poor choices we make have a direct impact on our ability to sleep.... to reach that deep Delta Phase of rest.... which in return adds more stress on our body...Causing our cortisol levels in increase and our fat storage, and need for more empty calories to increase....
Causing our need for artificial stimulants like coffee, and sugary foods....
And as I woke....Craving the bitter coffee....
I thought....
Damn you Brendan Brazier....
Your 100% correct....
And I..... being the stubborn German I am had to learn the hard way....
With a race weekend ahead and one horrible sleep behind me....
I've learned a valuable lesson.....
I'm a stubborn girl....
But more than that....
Brendan Brazier knows his shit!

http://thriveforward.com/
http://www.chapters.indigo.ca/books/whole-foods-to-thrive-nutrient/9780143176909-item.html


http://scottjurek.com/eatandrun/

http://www.richroll.com/




Monday, September 16, 2013

And So it Begins.....

Today began the first week of my 24 week building phase....
24 short weeks....
Building a new relationship with my food...
A deeper relationship than then one I already started just 4 short months ago....
The baby steps to my ultra distance and speed goals.....
24 weeks to build the first block of my 2 phase plan...
24 weeks, that lead into 24 more weeks...
That lead to....
Well....
I'm not sure.....
They lead somewhere....
The goal race at the completion of the program??
The physic that I've been desiring???
The absolute snub to the words "your just not as serious about your training as I am"....
Or does it just lead to that feeling....
The profound...
Oneness.... Calmness...
The peace...
And connection with myself...
That I felt.... that I still feel from my last long run....
24 weeks into a journey of self discovery....
A better life....
A better version of me....
24 weeks... starting with a rest day and followed by 6 short miles.....
6 short miles....
It seems like just moments ago I was doing my first 5K celebration.....
My first 10 K race.....
When a 25K baby ultra seemed like a bucket list goal....
And now....
I cannot help but pass a road sign and figure out how long it would take me to run the remainder of my trip....
I describe my home in proximity to the airport as "running distance"....
And I dream of the day running gear is consider business casual.....
Yes.....
Today started with a rest day....
And rest I must....
Because tomorrow...
I run!